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Are We Praying for What We Don't Want?

First of all, let's be real. One could hardly be blamed for feeling anxious when looking at even a tiny portion of all the craziness going on in the world on a daily basis. It seems like every time you turn around there's some new scandal or horror being played out and plenty of folks chiming in to tell you how you should react and respond - typically some flavor of a fear/outrage combo.

There are whole media empires devoted to the crafting and mongering of fear porn. And like most stuff that's poisonous, it's weirdly addictive, too, even the stuff on social media, including the so-called alternative platforms. It's almost like a hypnotic trance-inducing phenomenon occurs wherein we don't feel good consuming the info product being put forward, but we somehow feel compelled to keep scrolling, keep watching, keep reading. I mean, they tell us we need to know and we feel we need to know, so down and down we go, sliding into a disembodied and contracted energy, thinking thoughts of worry that go around and around. Never really going anywhere.

It's kinda like that saying, "analysis paralysis" where we get stuck in our heads and it seems like we're doing something important - getting more info! - but it's not productive. It's not helping us make real change. From an energy healer perspective, I would say that the energy generated from the emotional charge that could be put toward real action is actually getting siphoned off by parasites that hook into the mental body to keep the thought loops going, to trigger the reaction, so they can feed off of the fear/worry/stress energy (or despair, or anger, or what have you.)

So how do we do an energetic parasite cleanse? I'm glad you asked!

As I mentioned on our latest Cosmic Fire podcast, The Other Side of Rock Bottom, you can kick the parasites out, but if you keep feeding them, they'll come back. So really, we gotta starve those suckers out. And how do we do that? Simple. (But not always easy!) We have to rekindle our sacred imaginations and leverage our passion and purpose to ignite a divine fire under our asses so that we actually start creating the new paths forward, instead of wringing our hands about what cannot be changed because it has already occurred. If we want to see something else manifest, we must forge paths beyond the current events unfolding and outside of the existing anti-life systems. We need visionary healing paths. Courageous paths. Paths that lead us back home to the truth and beauty of creation.

We are all inherently capable of doing this. Yes. All of us. I know we are taught that there are some folks who have some special magical power, but that it's not for us to have. I call bullshit on that. Don't believe me? Well, if you only knew just a fraction of the immense effort that has been required to dumb us down and numb us out, you might start to see the light. It has taken an investment of vast amounts of time, energy, will, and money - lots of money - to carry out the trauma-based mind control of the majority of the world's population, because we are naturally that brilliant and sensitive and loving and powerful. It took that much work to degrade our sense of self and our sense of reality. It took that much work to try to disconnect us from Creator and our inherent knowingness. That much, and it wasn't even completely successful, because some of us still have our empathy, intuition, and imagination intact. Or at least enough so that we can nurse them back to vibrant strength and be the badass healers and teachers and co-creators we came here to be.

But we can't get there when we're using our co-creative power to focus our energy and attention on thoughts of worry. You see, worry is a prayer for what we don't want to see in the world. Not to mention, there's probably an all-you-can-eat parasite buffet happening too, and ain't nobody got time for that!

So what's the way out of the worry trap? You already know. Get off the pain train of parasitic mental loops, turn off the screens, turn on your imagination, unplug from the matrix programs, connect with your body and the earth, and do meaningful work every day that moves us closer to the world we want to live in. Don't buy into the program that you don't have what it takes, because action is key. The only thing the parasite can do is distract us. It's very good at manipulating through distraction, but that's really all it's got. It can't act without you acting for it. It's all mind games. Once you make up your mind to take positive action, it's game over.

I know it's easier said than done. That's why we made an audio to help! In Cosmic Fire's download of the month for June 2022, entitled What Are You Worried About? I guide a process to help you clear negative energy or fearful thought forms and start creating what you know you need to do. Who couldn't use a little help with that these days? And that's really my inspiration: to be truly helpful. You can get that in the shop now. The link's below. (There's also a mini lightwork session audio in the shop that we did last month, which is great for a general tune up any time you need it.)

Got any requests for upcoming audios? Drop us a line and let us know. We love creating accessible healing resources and we love hearing about what resonates or what challenges are arising.

Until next time, keep kicking those parasites to the curb and creating the more beautiful world!


Tatiana "Phoenix" Sakurai is a lightworker, teacher, and author of Lightworker Training: A Practical Guide to Healing with Energy + Consciousness. She facilitates sessions, classes, and circles for students, clients, and community members at Cosmic Fire, Lightworker Training, and her private practice at

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